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[08 Jul 2005|11:00pm] |
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wow.
summer is here. i got in a fight today with my dad. he sucks. i really hate him sometimes. i cried at work because of it. i hate that about myself.
i miss all my friends and haven't hung out with ANY of them since school has been out. i talked with patria j. today and we both agreed that we wait for mondays to go back to work. its so sad. we live there and live to work. slaves of dunn and co, we are.
Krazy Katie Mac [11:04 P.M.]: this is why i <3 you
that made me smile a lot. shes like my favorite katie! lol. "because shes katie"
lol.
oh man.
i need a life.
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| hello little man |
[15 May 2005|11:56am] |
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well things are good and bad these days.
the good:
+ 10 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL
+ i dont have to take my english final. not that it would be hard
+ my sister is due oh so soon.
+ im working
+ im making $8.50 and hour which is awesome
+ i will soon be going to full time which means more money
the bad:
- a friend of the family has cancer
- my aunt MIGHT have liver cancer. their not sure yet.
- college is almost here, i dont think im ready
for once the good out number the bad, but not out weight them
my moms good friend, Darlen, has cancer. she found of thursday, i found out at work, started balling my eyes out which would have been the second embarssing thing that happened to me that week because just the day before i fell right outta my chair! soo yeah she has cancer.. its crazy, but i guess the kind she has is what the doctors say "is if your going to get cancer, this is the one to get" im not sure what kind it is but yes, she still has it... its so scary.. and then friday night my mom got a call from my aunt Vikki and she said she has to go get some test done because they thing she has a mass on her liver.. SPLENDED! so yeah.. that is my life right now.. filled with babies and cancer.. its all good..
im just waiting for the sky to fall now.. thats all.
on a plus, it just finished raining it and was a gorgeous rain, the smell of a summer rain was in the air, i went out in my yard and enjoyed it for a few minutes..
i finshed my painting in art friday. it came out GREAT! it is hands down the best thing i have ever painted.. i love it!
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[28 Mar 2005|04:15pm] |
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i hear people yelling and i don't know where it is coming from?! hmmm...
hello little journal..where have u been all my life.
well i've been thinking.. thinking a lot and boy is my head hurting, lol..
i wish i was good at something..like really good at something..
everybody is good at something and i don't think i have anything that im really good at.. i can draw alright. sing(iguess) alright. paint alright, but there is like really nothing that i am really good at.. meh..im useless..
we have a meeting tonite for first.
i kinda miss updating this mofo. it was a great place to get my feelings out.
im certainly not ready for college. 38 more days left of my senior year and what the fuck...i've waited for how many years for this time to come and im fucking scared shitless.. im soooooooooooo not ready..im not ready for anything that is changing.
my brother is having a kid. my sister is having a kid. my best friend in the whole wide fucking world is having a kid. im going to be going off to college soon. my sister is moving out, and moving to CT. my dog is getting old and prolly is going to die soon.
everything is changing all at once. i'll prolly never talk to some of the people that i hold so dear to my heart after school gets out.
these are my last few days of being a kid and im not ready to give them up.
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[06 Mar 2005|09:25am] |
WE WON!!!!!!!!
we won the regional that we just went to. not only did we just win we get the two highest scores the of the competion and we got this award that is higher than winning, in FIRST's eyes.. its a very important award.
but man o man, i cannot believe we fucking won.
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hey folks if you get bored check out
www.gaelforce126.org
woop, we made a website!
:D
ALSO: HAVE A GOOD VACATION!
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[13 Feb 2005|08:23am] |
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my new motto:
"wake up each morning like its on purpose"
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[05 Feb 2005|11:35pm] |
a lawyer.....i want to be a lawyer.. i almost shit when i saw that..
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[05 Feb 2005|11:26pm] |
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past the point of no return-phantom of the opera |
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well first is going goo besides the fact that there is absolutly NOTHING TO DO!
tonite was fun.. Brad had a surprise for Gena and it was Me, Brad, Gena, Daly, Hazel, Jess, Nelio, Jerey and O'D.. oh and Tim B...it was fun.. we played pool like all night and i suck at it..
it was a lot of fun actually..
my report card was actually very good.. high honors again i believe..gym is alright.
i got the phantom of the opera cd(from the movie) its good..
woop.
thats all. SNL time folks.
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| here i come college |
[19 Jan 2005|09:30pm] |
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well chums. im going to WESTFIELD!
i got my acceptance letter today! i skipped FIRST and sat down with my mum and we chatted and such and we both came to an agreement on Westfield.
im happy..
woot.
the end.
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[08 Jan 2005|07:38pm] |
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im so siked about salem!
last night my brother, sister and mum took me out to dinner on my exciting news.. it was fun then we came back and played Sorry! sorry is like one of the best game boreds ever..
FIRST kicked off today, but we didnt have a meeting because all of the snow.. its a good time.
i shall go see what this years game is going to be about..
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[06 Jan 2005|04:48pm] |
*HAPPY DANCES!*
I GOT INTO SALEM
thats my #1 ladies and gents..
hell the fuck yes.
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[05 Jan 2005|09:24pm] |
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well hello little journal man.
my lack of recent updates.
my christmas was good. i got some new clothes. money from my dad which i bought new chucks with, they are hot.. i got the sims and my vacation was overtaken with making new houses for them, lol.
new years i wasnt feeling so hot. i decided not to go to megs and stay home then at like 9:30 my mom called me and was like im coming to pick u up and we went over to one of her friends house. i passed out on the couch and at like 10 and woke up when the ball was dropping. then i was passed some sparkling cider and that just made my life complese! then all of a sudden 90's trival pursute was brought out and i kicked winning with the question "what show on HBO started the name necklace craze" and that would have to be SEX AND THE CITY! best show ever. then i came home and went to bed. lol...
my vacation was alright. i spent most of it with shan and maeve. i smoked rediculously and got yelled at by a friend "your losing all your brain cells" i just looked at her and thought, "yeah, thats my excuse u dont smoke and don't have ne!" woops. im a bitch.. lol.. no im not, i didn't say it i just kept it to myself and giggled a little bit!
college is stressing me out to the max.. people are being accepted and i haven't heard anything yet. im worried that i will never get to do anything in life.. but even if i don't get accepted to a 4-year college i will fucking go to Quin Sig and then movve on up! woop//
January is a good month! - AMERICAN IDOL and FIRST! -holla-
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[16 Dec 2004|09:26pm] |
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well things have been alright lately.
i got most of my shopping done.
i totally forgot i told my mom i would go shopping with her tonite and i told sarah i would go to boarders with her, IM SO SORRY SARAH!!!!!!! :o) please forgive me.
i did however get my brothers birthday and x-mas gifts done. so thats good.
my dad called and gave me some bullshit reason why he would not be seeing me on christmas hes really a winner i swear i want to be just like him when i grow up.
it sucks but what are u going to do.
im siked that vacation is almost here and that there is a chance that we will have somewhat of a white christmas. it just doesnt feel like christmas yet and i fear that i wont even on christmas.. im kinda disapointed right now and it woudln't phase me in the least if we skipped over it and just went straight to new years so i can get trashed like every other cool kid and start a new year. 2005 hopefully will be good.
bye jerks.
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hey
this weekend kicked.
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| and love can come to anyone, the best things in life are free! |
[11 Dec 2004|03:43pm] |
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the christmas concert went alright. we messed up on a song that we should have nailed and people think that certian someones did it on purpose, i don't think so but whateve.
im bored.
hopefully im going to get completely messed tonite. should be fun.
peace out fuckers.!
CHRISTMAS IS IN TWO WEEKS!
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[05 Dec 2004|04:17pm] |
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well what is new with me.
FIRST has started which makes my life complete. we did our bridge yesterday and today and it is pure sex. no i kid. its gold. and yeah..
christmas is coming up soon and i have only about $60 left to finish my shopping. i had about 200 saved for christmas so i am almost done which makes me happy.
my brother's wife is pregnat now too so that makes 6 people on the baby meter for me... so my sister and sister-in-law are both pregnant. its sheer madness...
umm.. yeah i've slept all weekend and have done nothing else..
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[27 Nov 2004|02:45pm] |
so im in NY. at my sisters.
thanksgiving was good. hope everyone else was
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[19 Nov 2004|07:35pm] |
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so im not going to get into any school with a 900 on the sat's. not salem.
gahh. im such a retard, why can i just not do good on those things..
college is stressing me out to the max.
im so nervous.
im sick of it all.
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[17 Nov 2004|11:03am] |
soo i went to the dotors yesterday and i offically have a severe case of bronchitis (maybe because i didn't go to the doctors for about a month *smacks self in head*) but i woke up yesterday coughing my lungs out and wicked dizzy so i thought hmm maybe its time to go to the doctors.. so i did.. i now have an inhailer and some other pill perscription. the normal for bronchitis but i had to have a nebulizer(sp) treatment. it made me wicked dizzy and shakey.. but of course i had to go back today to have another round of that fun stuff..hence the reasoning for me not being in school. but i shall be there tomorrow..
man o man..
i made pudding today. haha.. that is what i have done. lol.... im so bored. i think i may take a nap...
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| holy guacamole |
[08 Nov 2004|04:10pm] |
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hello little journal world it has almost been a whole month without an update.. crazy.
so hmm, what has happened. oh well SAT's were a blast. i guess i did alright. no score for another two weeks or so but i hope i did alright. the halloween thing at the strand was alright for the first hour but after about 60mins of scoobydoo i decided that i needed to leave.
umm..im going to Salem State tomorrow with the smashing miss mcnamara.. and her parents because she thinks that she can't drive on the highway but its all good, sarahs parents, it will be a party! were not taking her "party mobile" so it wont technically be a party but its still all good.. im tired.
tomorrrooow i can't wait.
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